i won!!

because straight up the blacks cant beat me

sad club

this is gonna be the longest day ever

and i really dont mind being at work

but im depressed as fuck

and its draining the little i had

musings

i just read something

"be with someone who is constantly inspiring you"

my muse was my best friend. i forsaked him for this...this that i am with currently.

and i wonder why i cant make art anymore

kms

i killed so many spiders this week

why arent i dead then

karma is fake

i CANT AFFORD MENTAL HEALTH CARE

fukkk

it really really really pisses me off that this app crashes when i try to title a post

now i have to retroactively do it if i even want to anymore

this was supposed to be my safe place

dont i deal with enough already

hbd

im going to therapy for the first time on my 22nd birthday. 

happy birthday to me.

i have no friends

tbh my life is so so so sad.