i have no friends

tbh my life is so so so sad. 

Turn Around

Guess who didn't work out today...LOL. I will stretch in a bit though, I will before I start painting and I reaaaally want to start painting tonight.

Found this dope website with free courses for R programming, definitely want to start that within the next couple of weeks. Also saw it has Python classes - will do those after R for sure.

Going to Barnes and Noble tomorrow for a GRE book, gotta find out the difference between Princeton Review and Kaplan (don't get the Barron's).

Definitely gotta work on my sewing project tomorrow - I totally forgot about it but I can so do it while watching TV.

I feel like I am putting a lot on my plate but it's all literally for over the rest of the year. I'm stoked to be starting this new chapter of my life. It'll truly be a revival of myself - the self I want to be and lost some years ago.

Holy Grail - Makeup

Foundation - Giorgio Armani Maestro Glow in 8 (try 7 next time)
Spot Concealer - Maybelline Studio master conceal in medium
Under Eye Concealer - Maybelline FitMe in sand & cafe
Under Eye Corrector - Giorgio Armani Master in orange
Setting Powder - ELF contour palette in dark/deep
Powder Contour - Urban Decay Beached bronzer in bronzed
Cream Contour - Maybelline FitMe stick foundation in coconut
Liquid Highlight - Revlon Photoready Skinlights in bare (discontinued?) // NARS in hot sand
Brow Pencil - Maybelline Studio brow precise micro
Brow Gel - Maybelline Studio sculpting
Mascara - L'oreal Telescopic carbon black
Lip gloss - NARS in turkish delight
Lip pencil - Shiseido Smoothing in mahogany

Holy Grails - Skin care

Face wash - Olay Foaming cleanser (not the one I've been using, also discontinued, try this one)
Makeup remover - La Roche Posay Micelle water
Eye makeup remover - Simple dual phase (Nuance dual phase discontinued, try this one)
Makeup wipes - Neutrogena
Exfoliator - St. Ive's coconut oil scrub 
Mask - Global Beauty Care Premium dead sea mask
Post-mask treatment - Mario Badescu Vitamin C serum (to replace sample packs)
Moisturizer - Embryolisse
Body Moisturizer - Trader Joe's Virgin Coconut Oil
Face Sunscreen - La Roche Posay Anthelios 50 Primer
Body Sunscreen - Neutrogena CoolDry Sport SPF 50
Night serum - Misa Geum Sul toner
Eye cream - Misa Geum Sul vitalizing
Eye patches - Global Beauty Care Premium collagen
Acne spot treatment - Clean and Clear persa gel
Face oil - Rosehips oil (Nude discontinued, try this one)
Face mist - La Roche Posay thermal water // Mario Badescu rose water (work, portable)
Lip treatment - CO Bigelow rose salve

Daily Regimen:
Morning - Embryolisse; rose salve
Night - Misa toner, eye cream; rose salve
Treatment - persa gel
Body - coconut oil

Makeup Regimen:
Prep - face oil; Misa eye cream
Seal - thermal water

Makeup Removal Regimen:
Heavy - wipes; cleanser; dual phase; micelle water
Light - micelle water; dual phase

Mask Regimen:
2x week - exfoliate; serum; rose salve
1x week - mask; serum; eye patches; rose salve

Sun Regimen:
Face - Embryolisse; Anthelios; rose salve
Body - CoolDry

This Needs an App Revival

Sidebar to life - seriously Google? You support a massive community on Blogger/Blogspot (still can't believe you have blogger.com but xyz.blogspot.com ?? like hello figure it out) and fucked the app for iOS? Is this a ploy to move everyone over to Android? Fuck that.

Speaking of revivals, it's almost like I never learn. I make the same mistakes over and over and over again and I'm sick and embarrassed at this point I'm too old. I'm too old for it.

It really makes you wonder if people ever change. He was right, he tells me time and time again we don't inherently change. I find some sort of fucked up, twisted comfort in that because at least we know what to expect.

I think everything with us is looking up, coming home was definitely a good move to clear my head and get back on a more me-focused schedule. 

Tomorrow I want to finish my take-home exam (goodbye finals), start painting and work out. That's an easy enough schedule to follow. Get some progress done on my transparency sewing project.

Day after I should take a trip to Barnes and Noble (sidebar - one on Central Ave is the closest and best parking) for a GRE book and more, maybe something to spark the intellect.

I finally remembered why I even logged onto Blogger, was going to make a holy grail post- coming up sharp - but it's also to revive the spark within and compensate for the depressing posts prior to this.

Revival of my life - I am a Renaissance woman in constant rebirth of all things.

Time is shedding another skin and I am transcending to thus another stretch of the path, it's time to take it back into my control. Be positive. Vibe with the ebb and flow of the universe. Clear the conscience.