Crisis and More at...Too Early in the Morning

I've been Googling and checking LinkedIn for jobs that would let me travel the world.

I started a WordPress portfolio but I need to learn how to use the interface...as I hate it already but it's due to my lack of knowledge of it.

I need to learn CSS and HTML again. At least re-learn the hard stuff.

Need to work out.

Need to get sleep.

Need to print HTC health card.

MUST pack up clothes and linens and room and life.

Everything's whirlwinding infront of me today and I think that's why I chose to sit and do other...unproductive [mildly innappropriate] things today and I really hate myself for it but I can't seem to hate myself enough to stop doing them.

I'm trying but I don't know what's wrong with me anymore.

I wonder if mom forgot to find me a therapist in NY.