Why I Like to Write at Night and Other Details About My Throat

I like to write at night because I feel uninhibited, because the alert chemicals in our brains decrease around this time. I like to write because maybe the high is gone or is fading and clarity is being restored right behind my eyes from since the last time highness was acheived. Tonight I like to write because she was right, eventually if it was meant to happen it will all fall into place so I just have to ignore my feelings for him right now if he is to stay my best friend. I don't believe in coincidences, right? So it must be something that brought and kept us together. I just don't want to be the one that ruins it because I'm all too good at that and I'm even better at maintaining a loss as if I had never cared in the first place.

My left throat lymph node is swolen. When the first tear drops from the left eye, it apparently signifies sadness. What does this mean for the gland?